"HEY, LET’S MAKE A BAND!" - The Official 5SOS Book
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One day this will play as an advert on TV telling everyone of Shawn’s headlining tour and I will be sitting there fangirling so hard…



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Listen to this song and read this:

Sadly, my husband Ashton Irwin passed away just a month ago and I’m barely coping this life without him. I’m eighty-six years old struggling to breathe in what it feels like thick air. I grew up with him, he was always my best friend until we become a couple at the age of 20 when he told me he loved me for the first time as we watched the sunset at 6AM after a night filled of deep talks and laughing. We both ran off to somewhere in Sydney together where Ashton became a famous drummer in a band called 5 Seconds of Summer with some of his friends. They became so famous and successful so quickly that I couldn’t keep up with it. I don’t think he could either. I’m so proud of my loved man. Last night I went through his things, I found the suit that he wore that night his band won their first Grammy award. I lay it on the bed and sniffed the scent of his favourite cologne. It was like he was there, watching over me as I cry my heart out quietly as I can to myself. My tears start to stain the suit but I tried to stay silent as our grown up children are here for Christmas with the grandchildren. The first Christmas without him. We haven’t even told our grandchildren what happened, I don’t know how to tell them. Who would? Ashton passed away with one of his loyal friends and band mate, Luke, from a terrible car crash caused by some lunatic teenagers thinking they are capable of driving drunk. People suffer everyday but this is one of those things you expect not to happen to you or anyone around you. I continue looking through his possessions to find a book in the box under our bed. I curiously bring the book to my hands and blow the dust from the cover. On the front page there was a picture of us on the first day that I met him. We were just children playing in the sand at our old school laughing at each other. I opened the book to find many, many pictures of us together. It was a scrapbook. Along with plenty pictures of his life, he scribbled plenty notes and memories on each page. He talked about everything in it. Even his virginity which made me smile. There’s pictures of our first house together, our children growing up and generally everything he did. We did. It was the scrapbook of his life. Everytime I turned a page, a tear fell onto each one. When I came to the last page, there were a letter. It had my name on it. 

To my dearest love Y/N,

If you find this then that means I didn’t make it. I know I might leave you unexpectedly but I just want you to know that I will always love you. What we have achieved in life together are memories I’ll always keep close to my heart. I will never be stupid enough to let you go nor will I be strong enough. I know our parents don’t approve of our relationship yet but today we will run away. Today will be one of the best days of my entire life. We’ve got so much to inspire from and achieve and there’s no limits. You’ve changed my whole life, I know it. It’s almost as if you’re my special little gift from God which I will protect and love with all my heart and mind. If I ever leave this world, I promise to watch our loved ones and especially you. I’ll be the angel at your footsteps guiding you the way home each night. Please do not cry for me when I go, I never like seeing you cry. When you cry, a little part of me dies inside. It kills me. Look after everyone for me. Don’t do anything silly just because I’m physically not there with you but I am in your heart. I love you so much, Y/N.

Love from Ashton.

Age 20”

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Matt’s Perfect Girl


Matt’s perfect girl would have to put up with his silliness and not be at all uptight because Matt is always being silly. But sometimes she would have to be understanding and listen to his problems. He would also need a girl that loves to be cuddled and sleep and watch cute movies with him and she’d have to understand that he loves his fans and will kiss them on the cheek but she is the only girl for him.

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